entry_12122025
Today I really tried. I didn't fail, because I tried. Things happen, sometimes one shouldn't pay too much attention to it. Like when you and I stopped existing.
entry_13122025
Experiencing intense pre-psychotic symptoms, auditory hallucinations, disorganized thoughts, intense paranoia in the subway, general feeling of frustration and ignorance.
alone in the noun, Atoum thought of his children to be. from his heart he knew their names and spoke them: Shou, the air ; Tefnout, the moisture, loss of coherent perception of reality
mental dissociation, fear. Paroxystic yet familiar feeling.
Today someone told me that all this code was worthless, and not needed anymore in our times. I don't know why I didn't want to use AI, I guess it's just less fun for me. be
Either way, it wouldn't have interested anyone. So I guess I will keep going.
entry_27012026
If death isn't my destiny, if I've been mistaking this whole time, then where do I belong ?